MAP showed me that I am not responsible for my partner, and that I can let go of control. I am responsible for only my life and free to claim all of myself. My partner never provided a logical reason for me to be afraid of being myself, but it was the trauma that I was holding onto that I couldn’t move past without MAP. It already feels so much better between my partner and I. Today we made the decision that we were going to fly overseas and visit our family together. I feel safe in being and sharing myself and continue to make the choice to let go on responsibility and control of my partner.

I’ve noticed how much more capable I feel to move through heavy feelings and situations that arise in my reality. I value my peace more because of MAP. Now I feel I can fully honor my desire to completely change my reality because I don’t feel stuck in certain places. Colby and I are healing a lot around family and releasing codependency in general because we are more aware of where the relationships are not serving us. It feels like a big fog has lifted and I can see the divine flow of relationships more clearly. This has allowed me to see where there are streams diverting from this flow (energy leaks) and to make new choices to redirect my energy. As I do this, I notice that I am upheaving tiredness and hunger. Overall, I feel way more empowered to make new choices that truly serve me and to release guilt and sadness as a result.

I want to share that it has been about 5 months since my MAP session and I feel like I am able to navigate everyday stressors and relationships at master level. What used to send me into defense mode and make me go into anxiety, now feels easy and I experience life with rich, abundant feelings. It’s also very easy to go deeper with my partner and access levels of intimacy that were impossible before. Before my MAP session, I felt stuck in a loop of being a victim to my reality. Now, I feel empowered in it and feel totally safe to explore all areas of life!

Thank you, MAP!!